I know I'm stronger than this, I'm not supposed to cry. Sorry if I've done something you don't like. I guess we really don't understand each other well enough. 5months and 16days, we ought to understand each other well? But this isn't the case. Sigh, I really don't know what to do. You said I've forgotten a lot of stuff I wanted to tell you, but actually I did not. I still remember a lot of stuff, but I chose not to say. Today's surprise is all my fault, I shouldn't have went out late @ night to get those stuff for you, I shouldn't have planned all this last night, shouldn't have try to find means and ways to pass to you without letting you know it's me. Sorry. I failed. I'm really sick and tired of all this. Lots of things are in my mind right now, I don't know what to do. I'm going to explode soon, someone help me please? Whatever I do for you, seems to be all wrong or mistake. Sometimes I wonder why I put in so much effort, trying to make you happy. But at the end? Sigh, everything fail. I only wanted to let you solve the puzzle yourself, after you really solve it, then you will know its me and smile happily. That makes me think I've succeeded, but now, I can never see the ending. Count it on luck I guess. Bye. 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒
I still love you, my boy. 💛 no matter whatever happens, my love for you is still as strong as before. 💛
