Everything seems rather screwed. I hope whatever my instinct tells me are wrong. I need you, I can't afford to lose you 😔. Why do I feel like we're somehow drifting apart? Is it just me? Am I being too paranoid? Sigh, I want to be happy, like ever before. I want to go out with you, always. I miss those times, when can I meet you again? 😢 I'm sorry for always having stuff going on in school, but I'm willing to skip all stuff just to go out with you 😞. I really wanna meet you soon, tell you how I feel, tell you what I've always been thinking about, my mind is all about you, even in school. I always thought of you. What are you doing, where are you now? 😔 fat pig, I love you alot, I'm sure you know... Sigh, I miss my cousins, I wanna tell her everything, she understands me a lot, how I wish I got her here with me right now 😢.